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Sohfyièn & Mary Faith ▬ Experience is the name everyone gives to their mistakes i'll be fine once i'll get it, i'll be good
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| | Sam 16 Avr - 0:00 | |
| « We all make mistakes. Some are tiny, some are massive. It comes from breaking an expensive vase to cheating on somebody. And the only way out is to assume it, and take it as an experience, as something that shouldn't happen again.
Few days after the costume party, Mary went at the SFSU as she missed a lot of classes. She planned on getting busy studying, so she wouldn't have to hang out with her friends. She felt so guilty she'd rather liked not to imagine what they would think, and what they would say.
She couldn't help herself from thinking about how the party ended, few days ago. She knew it was true, she knew what she did, and the only reason was because she was drunk. She wouldn't use it as a reason or an excuse, but it would help in her explanations. Speaking of explanation, she was thinking about calling him or going to his place. They needed to talk about what happened, the needed to figure out what to say to everybody.
You would say "Why don't you keep it from yourself ?". Well, Mary is pretty frank ; when she means something, she isn't scared of saying it. It's really rare when she lies. She admits she hides many things from others, but when somebody has doubts and asks for truth, she talks.
She was walking in a hallway, hurrying to the amphitheatre where she was supposed to be. She met friends she used to hang out with when she was here, so she stood in a circle of people, talking for few minutes before slipping away to another hallway. She was about to reach the ladies bathroom when she felt a pressure on her arm. She didn't realize who was holding her at the moment. But then she saw him. Standing here, in this empty room, the door closed.
MARY ▬ Well, that's a first. I didn't expect you.
She couldn't tell if she hated him more after what happened between them, or if this hatred actually came a bit down. Something she was sure of : she needed to talk about it, especially with him. She couldn’t just lie to everybody's face.
MARY ▬ We need to talk.
She laid her bag down the floor, and sat on a table, her arms crossed. She didn't know where to start, and actually, he was the one that took her in here. So she thought about letting him start... »
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| | | | Ven 13 Mai - 23:04 | |
| SOHFYIEN : « You bet we do ! » Yes, they needed to talk. They needed to sort out a lot of things. That’s why he brought her here, to talk about what happen those past few days, cause he had the feeling he missed some pieces between the time he slept with her, and the time she told Amanda. Everything began at his last party, occurring at his house, like all the parties he threw. He was way too drunk, as always. He finished too much beers, vodkas, whiskies, tequilas, and shots. Actually, he couldn’t remember how he ended up in his room, without anyone following him to have sex. What he did remember, is seeing Mary Faith lying on his bed, his drawings spread all over on it. Then he got mad, but she congratulated him, because she thought he was a good drawer. And after that, he calmed down, and they talked. They talked about his life, about how he had always felt rejected by his parents, about how he couldn’t bear to see them leave the house for few days or weeks, because he has always wanted them to stay and have a normal family life. His father being a big lawyer, and his mom a movie producer, they always have to travel all around the country for their jobs, and since the day he was born, he never had a real family life. He opened himself at her, like he never did before, with anyone else, especially with someone he was always arguing with. After that night, they didn’t talk. Maybe they didn’t want to face what happened, or maybe there was not a lot to say, but they kept it in the down low. He only told it to his best friend Jhordan and to his brother Noham, who kind of made fun of him, because all of this was unexpectable. And then, few days later, his phone rang. It was a text, from Amanda. She knew, and she kind of look furious, hurt and disappointed at the same time. That’s when he began to be furious too, but against Mary Faith. And that’s when he decided to see her. SOHFYIEN : « Can you explain me why you told her ?! », he said, his voice full of angriness.
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| | | | Lun 30 Mai - 16:42 | |
| « She was about to ask him why he didn't take the time to call her if the issue was that important, but she kept her mouth shut as he replied.
SOHFYIEN ▬ Can you explain me why you told her ?! », he said, his voice full of angriness.
She frowned ; hearing this tone in his voice started to piss her off.
MARY ▬ Uh, what the fuck, Soh' ?! You're saying that as if I am the only one to blame, but FYI, you're responsible for what happenned too, alright ?
She paused for few seconds before she explained :
MARY ▬ Look, I am no liar, and I hate to keep things from people. Amanda's my friend, she needed to know. Besides, I bet you told your brother, am I wrong ? Even Bambi probably knows. So don't come around and pretend that I messed up, ok ?
She could have asked him before, that's right... But why would she has done that ? After all, does she owe him anything ? After all the things he said, it seems she wasn't indebted to him.
MARY ▬ Be happy I didn't tell Daphné... yet, she whispered.
His glance was actually scary. He seemed so angry about this situation that she couldn't stop herself saying :
MARY ▬ So you actually care about her. You do, it's obvious now !
She could barely beleive it. He was so upset by what was going on, she could tell he was actually able to feel. He has showed it to her when they found themselves alone in his bedroom a few days ago. And now she was sure. Despite everything he could say or do, he was still a human being.
Apparently, Amanda foud this tiny little part of humanity in him, as she fell for him. Maybe she wasn't wrong actually... Mary was looking at Sohfyien in a weird way, but stopped when he saw her.
MARY ▬ I won't tell about you feeling things... About you missing your parents... I'll keep my mouth shut, if it can reassure you... »
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